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I’m up and it’s just me, my thoughts won’t help me sleep. I’m sure some of you can relate. It happens when your mind is restless and something deep down inside you won’t let you sleep. Although this time I’m not twisting and turning in bed but rather writing…  Something has woken up in me and I don’t know what it is, it has made me uncomfortable, question everything and become unmotivated…  this feeling sucks but when this happens it’s like I have to rip all that I feel away and focus on the bigger picture and pray to be reminded as to why I’ve come this far. It does happen, people so don’t act like you’ve never have lost your focus or have had lack of motivation, I think my journey has taught me to be transparent to what I feel and what I want. Have you ever wanted something so bad that you are scared to even encounter it? Because so many people are looking up to you and relying on you… talk about pressure huh? Lol. I guess it’s supposed to be this way, it’s supposed to be scary, it’s supposed to push you to your limits… even the strongest people have their moments but it doesn’t mean that they are weak. Let’s give these people a break and congratulate them for being brave and stating how they feel without caring what people think… Alll I can say is...whatever you’re going through it will pass, we just need to buckle down and make this ride worth it. I say give everything that you do your 100% even if you don’t have the motivation to do so, make it a priority to be the best version of yourself.

Hi, you're not alone

Hey there it's me Reyna Valladares, CORRECTION* Reyna Johana Valladares..... 

I'm here to tell you if you are feeling alone, you are not. 

Today I feel it more than ever so there, you can add me to your list. 

I'm here to tell you if you feel as if you don't have control, that is correct you do not that is destiny's job (GOD). 

Where I am in my life I learned that in order to achieve the impossible I need to learn to let go and let God do his work, yes there are times where I cry and try not to question what He is doing in my life but I have to sit still and enjoy my ride. 

We are aloud to feel and question we are HUMANS but never let your emotions dictate your outcome so be careful, take a minute and breath before you make an irrational decision. 

Everything serves it's purpose in life so enjoy your life when there is laughter, embrace the feeling of pain and learn to grow from it, learn to walk away from anything or anyone that does not serve you well.... tsk tsk if you are like me, don't lie to yourself, be honest with yourself because you will never fool yourself. 

 

Just wanted to vent.... it's one of those days. I pray if anyone reading this can relate to me at this moment that God provides you with inner strength, love, courage, and wisdom. 

signing off: Reyna